WHAT TO WRITE?
Probably, almost every first time blogger, and budding writers for that matter, experience this seemingly bizarre phenomena wherein ideas come in short and sporadic bursts. Is it because we are too excited that our brain becomes to hyped up to even think of something? Or is it because we just want our first piece to be perfect so that we could catch the attention of readers and become famous for that matter?
Perfection is rather a subjective status (or whatever you category you put that into). Everyone wanted to be perfect, or at the very least, be the best. Yes, provided that there is this "no one is perfect", being the best can be equated as being perfect. Fame, too, is another one. That is why almost every kid nowadays wants to be an actor/actress or to be a sportsman (most especially in the fields of basketball and boxing, all thanks to the NBA and Pacquiao fame). The quest for both perfection and fame could rather be both impossibly ambitious and fearfully morbid. Nazis have committed genocide for the sake of preserving their "perfect" race (though I commend Hitler for being an excellent tactician), and many girls and boys resort to use their bodies, rather, sell their bodies, just for the sake of having a break in the entertainment scene (bomba and porno films, anyone?) Quite sad.
Speaking of sad, it feels like I have a psychological disorder or problem of some sort. For a 17 year old, I am too forgetful and fantasize things way too much. I forget the names of my classmates in elementary and in my freshman high school. I fantasize (not in a lewd way) myself in different fantastical roles that a teenage boy won't dream of, like being a ninja, superhero, action star, a person with Alzheimer's, and whatever my brain likes to ponder about. And I act it out. In broad daylight. Am I crazy or what? I think I need to see a psychologist.
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| This is me in one of those daydreams. |
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